Everything's going to be okay.
September 2011
August 2011
I haven't written a deep ass post this yr.
I guess I should. Well it’s fucking senior yr. First off all, I don’t really feel like I’m a senior. I just feel like I took a two and a half month break from Junior yr, and now it’s still Junior yr. Weird I know, but I’m sure hella other people feel this way as well. I mean the first week, or day I shall say, felt like straight up legit, cuz the senior lawn was finally ours. I just wanna get this yr done with tho, I mean I really need to get a 3.8 GPA weighted this semester atleast, so I can get in to some of the colleges I want to go to. SAT’s are Oct 1, but I’m hoping to take the Math SAT and the regular one more time after that. Um schools pretty easy right now for the most part, but I’m really not diggin’ Stats, it’s hella stupid -.- Tennis is fun! I mean I seriously miss the seniors from last yr so much. Like it’s not even funny. It sucks knowing that their not going to be on the courts the rest of the season, or won’t be there to celebrate our senior night with us. I just hope like while their in college, they won’t forget me and all the fun times we’ve had. But being one of the captains this yr is legit! The underclassmen are legit! I really am looking forward to graduation and the summer already. Idk, I’m so done at this school. Like I have a lot of close friends, but I really just want to have a new fresh start somewhere else. It’s seroiusly about time. But I’m not saying I’m not looking forward to SENIOR YR! I mean shit, I’m so pumped for our rally on Friday, Harry Potter, REPRESENT! And all future rallies. And Homecoming! Tennis, Softball, 2nd fucking semester, SENIOR PROMMM, all that goood ishhh. I’m stoked!
I have to marry a guy with swag.
Otherwise I won’t approve of my own marriage.
Once again,
I hate goodbyes, because sometimes it’s the last thing you’ll ever actually say to them.
I wonder if you're like that with everyone..
I’m actually feeling kind of special right now .
It's funny
How I was from last yrs tennis try outs, and this yrs tennis try outs..
I feel like I’m a totally different person. It’s weird, but it’s kinda coool.
Last yr, I was hella quiet during tryouts and I knew no one, and was just doen my own thing. Everyone was hella scared of me.
This yr, I’m hella not quiet, I know a lot of peeps, but I am doing my own thing, and I think people are still fucking scared of my ass.
Coool :)
- Me: I think it'd be pretty cool if we met again soon, i mean we used to be hella good back then
- Him: yea i remember. I dont like thinking about the past tho, it always makes me sad
- Me: we're a lot more alike than i thought.
When you promise something stick to it.
If you can’t keep a promise then don’t make it, “I promise I will never leave you” Are you sure about that? You say these things to only make me feel secure and safe but you never actually mean what you say. Hurting me is one thing but breaking a promise is another .
At some point, you have to realize they no longer care, or never did; and you could be missing out on someone who does.
Omg.
I fucking love my cousin <3333333333333333333333333333
